? Coffee, Deal Breaker?

Looks like nothing
home catching med
really, A something
no strangely, unsaid;

what are his dreams
nothing has to happen.
Quiet! Now he beams
where is his passion?

Yes, gOOd Morning!
Looking all around
Yes, Shower running!
no coffee, no sound

Next day dress!
Just stay and sleep!
Works may stress!
No coffee, no peep.

Good KIss, goOd byes.
Went home for coffee!
No coffee, my shut eyes
Will &brain? Oh, coffee!

am I the shrew, not now!
Is coffee, a deal breaker?
He's certain&easy, no chow.
What is his deal breaker?

Maybe overthought caution?

Know, you love the lotion!

Frozen 'In Zone'

a space where time is an elude
total relationship does allude
an eventual return to icicle
heart, fears to show a face
loves what time is just love
anothers' sad in memory of

scope of cowardly old ghost 
haunting this kind sweet host
too weak to clear a new leaf
maybe ghost had no disbelief
be sorry be sorry be just be
pushing hard to prevent PPD!

That is the mission this week.
heart is sunk, as I am too meek
to explain that you may have
become somewhat angry, nave
to get past the one who did choose
an reasonable end for final, solute

Shall I get dressed and /show up?
Just wane here, internet bambi, bia?






















Citations: *(cowardly old ghost) & *(just be) prior references to older writes. Just follow links self explanatory.
*PPD is from Urban Dictionary The morning after a party when you feel bad about drinking so much and fear things you've said or done could have upset someone or was just plain embarrassing.... on top of being extremely hungover.

Ugh, last night's party was insane. Why do I have 10 missed calls, and wtf - all these texts. I'm going back to bed, fuck this PPD - post party depression.

*internet bambi means so dumb on internet people trolling for bambi (not to bright)

*bia   trying to be nice word for good friend but, biatch def in Urban Dictionary.

http://www.upworthy.com/this-girl-got-asked-if-she-could-deep-throat-her-response-got-her-a-standing-ovation?c=ufb2

Just Conversation For Her

Picking out her seat
looking for the light
Voting, she is beat.
Glancing, what sight

rare to find it, because
dark is apparently, dark
Day has given to pause.
Suddenly heard spark

surely an extinction?
Hippie of old, vintage'd
vest, jeans, distinction
Richmond actor, aged.

Has been in refuge
quite some time as
awkward ill deluge
"This too will pass,"

oddly meeting pic-
ture taker: undertaker
dodger. Speech quick
carpetbagger slicker

than snot, apparently
he's thinking. Unaware
she's always inherently
a dual brained, heir

to a throne terminally
unseen, his cancers
slaughter&internally
returned from 2 years

waiting in perpetuity.
Gleaning in, brain right
mused by accidently
he speaks, an old light

death enduring plight.
A coma story of a pig
picking at the sight
of family home #two;

Whole family gathered
a grand welcome for him.
The grand tastes; made
from scratch, grown green

collards and buffet, in
the yard. All his cousins
round huge tables, smokin'
grills, kids playin' a dozen!

Sorry he says, regretfully
he suddenly opened eyes
a nurse, silence, purely
no time for any good-byes.

unspoken this occurrence;
he looks forward, to a party
just waiting for him. Hence,
fears death gone. Ate hearty.

Great life ahead, no longer
living on Imodium. Elated
on a stool glad to be freer.
Knows later 'His Will' fated.

In retrospect a great fairy
tail I suppose, in repose.
Now reality guess scary.
It is what it is, suppose?

Pleasure talking, thanks
for the conversation. Ending
cashes herself out. Tacos
and her drink. Requesting

future meet, I am in the book.
he did say with a wink. Gone
she watched, a little she shook.
What kind of odds, he shone,

a light in front of her, retired
professional, meets survivor
wire. Maybe it was contrived.
Glad, she was much kinder.

Finally meets a living patient.
Work years, a life sufficient.